Tuesday, February 19, 2013

experiencing life as a dirty whore with a naive (curious) sense of wonder
Everything adds up to a weird mood - of staring at gasoline rainbows in dirty puddles of unknown gas stations in a quiet town, the air reeks, an uncomfortable song (linking to an uncomfortable memory) starts in your mind and i remember first learning about sex as a 7 year old. Stale lighting of 80's porn, creepy hotel rooms and cold air between split virgin thighs. 
it makes me disgusted, achey, i have to puke the wretchedness out and 
maybe commit suicide while listening to cat power